Hi everyone.
I haven't been blogging for a while because I have been really busy but I thought I would provide you with some updates. First off, I've become a lot more confident in myself. I no longer view myself as ugly. In fact, I think I'm quite pretty. I don't know when the transition happened but somehow it did. It happened! I've finally begun to love myself for who I am. I'm not saying there aren't days when I don't think "wow, I wish I were curvier" or "I wish I were this...or that". I certainly have those days when I want to change so many things about myself but for the most part, I'm pretty much content with who I am. The people who know me know how much I struggled to get to this point in my life and how my insecurity affected every aspect of my life ...from school (which I completely regret)...to friends, to my mental state of mind. It was imperative for me to change. Somewhere along the line, I lost my values and forgot what was important to me. I became really vain and superficial and the only thing I cared about was looking good and having money. What have I done? I've developed a step by step method to helping you feel confident and helping you learn to love yourself. I don't know if this will work for everyone but it certainly worked for me. Every day, I will be posting the steps I took in making myself feel happy with who I am.
On another note, I need help from everyone. My tuition is becoming really expensive and I can no longer afford to pay it. As I mentioned earlier, I let my insecurities affect my school and I ended up doing really poorly. I'll explain that in my next post. As a result, I lost my full scholarship and my parents washed their hands clean of me. I want to correct my mistakes and prove to them that I have every intention of fulfilling my goal of becoming a pharmaceutical researcher. I will be adding a donation button to my blogger site. Please donate as you feel led. All donations are accepted. I am trying to reach $15000 to pay for my tuition and school fees. I know that's a lot but I would appreciate all the help I can get. I promise to photo of myself once I reach $1000 and a video of myself when I reach $5000. Thanks so much
